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Kf gf

jtfS yhafS igis, Fuhid if vLJ bfhL Jjh vf rka Koj Ko vW brhLwhf. mgo Jkj brhy Kot iyna vW gy tUjgL bfhwhf. mtf xnu flis brh Fl brhYw kh JfS xnu xU flis brhdh vts Rygkhf UF vW Jkj mfiw ahsf y mfyhwhf. xU l... fl xWjh vW brhYtjnf uL jj kjf vjfhf? xU ey eh ghJ U kjjtU izJ xU kj Mlyh myth! elFkh mJ?

cikia cikahf njLwtfSF jh X cik ygL. cyf gyj. kj gy uf. cik xWjh vwhY xbthU tU mtut jF, wik, U btW, rh iy tnfg jh J bfhs Ko. ntjijna ghUf! gy bjt tghL m cL. mjid uk vw VftK m cL. KDF vuhd jid nghF, ntj u UwJ. fhuz gntW, gntW fhyfl btl gntW mDgtf  mJ. kj Fy xL bkhj jid nghFnk m gth UwJ. mjdh xnu cik jhd gytif ghit ntj btgoUwJ. gytif ghitf ftdij UghJ, xnu cik vgj J ftd itf ntL.

kjf uk vd bjkh? vijnk mJ vgo Uwnjh mgona s bfhs KoahJ. e kd Vfdnt cs gf, mDgtf, brhf tiw KUna vij ekh J bfhs Ko. gy rjgf eKila kd tzfis, vz wfis xU tJ J V itJ ngRtJ e a.

ntjij gofhknyna MAh ij l crahdJ cyf vFnk ilahJ vW bt Tr nghLw Tl xUw. jF nekhwhf tfis nghynt m cs Mdh Mtdh Tl mahknyna mij bfhir gL nftykhf ngRw Tl kWw. U btW jhdkhf cth mj cUig csJ csgo czU gFt W btFthf FiwJ ngh lJ. ntj Vftij - mnj rka mj gKf jikia m fhzgL KughLfis nrJ J bfhS r - neik - btF Fiwthd ngUnf fhzgLwJ.

cy fl xWjh vgJ cikahdh vgo jid kjf cUth Uf Ko? xUtUF xUt gif bt vgo clh Uf Ko? xnu fl j kfis go nkhjL rhfL rnjh milthuh? gogl ahakhd nffnshL eh f gHf ntL. Kj nffis mDkf kjthf rkf ntL. jhf brhtij mgona VW elgJ kLnk kwtf ntiy vW rkathf mlhtojdkhf idgJ eyjy. rf Koahj rfl mJ.

ra xWjh. Mdh mj jrd gygy M UwJ vgij czU gFt iwa mtru njit. th bj nkf njhwij xUt uhr vwh. kwt ur vwh. Mfh xUt mHF vgij nf bdhUt mf vwh. jhWkhWkhd ir ngbuhia xUt gafu vwh. kwt gutr vwh. ts V? bfhiy go vW xUt nftygLJtij uj vW kwt jgLJwh... vj fY eh ghf Utijna ghnwh. nff iHtijna nfnwh. czu Kotijna czUnwh. raY mgona. gukhkh xnw. mij mtut jFnfg J bfhnwh. j f UJ kj Fy s KoahJ vnw njhWwJ. csJ csgo czUj rhank iy.

D bfhr MHkhdh, ra dh eh gl mtFJ gij l raij mffhu f e dh Wjnt eh Mt fhLnwh. MAh v d vts bga ra gh vW bfhff, Trl eh MirgLnwh. j nfhshWjh fl xW... kjf gy... vw fiy clh lJ. raij mtut rnfg s bfhljhnyna cyf gygy kjfshf W J lwJ. j _y ra mfgLjgliyah vwh, gYF V j gKfnk ra mHif mfgLj iyah? vW Tl xU a g UwJ. mfK, mHF Tl muhafjhnd..! r ij Lf.

W kjf raij jfSilajhf kLnk fU ngRtJ, urhugLJtJjh rf Koahjjhf UwJ. thdij vgo brhj bfhlhl Ko, viyikia vgo viygLj Ko?

X va cjhuz brhnw. j bghJthf cUt tghLF vuhdt. Mdh fhy mj jnu cUt tghlh iwgLjgL lh. iyahf cy gy gFfY fglh. ijjh ra dh gijl, raij j dh WJ Fz vnw. cikia Utij L y, jh Utijna cik vW bfhlhL Ka vnw. j iy _ynk ij J bfhSnth.

jkj rhj bgk xU, jh brY l vF jf Kyh rgl j iy xiw bfhL brtJ tHf. vj j kl jdhY jh RkJ brY jUF jh i#, tghL vyhnk. ehnjhW mt CJt, rhuh if jUF mggJL. xU eh mgo g ifLnghJ if bky bky gu mUj kw iyfSF (jjh) gutij flh. mtsh rf Koaiy. vgo nghfyh? v g if v jUF kLnk vW btFL xU Knfhz d brjh. d mfl gFia g ifY, Ta bka gFia j _ J itJ Lth. nghJ if KGtJ mtsJ j _F kLnk brwJ. mtSF bfhis k.

Mdh ehsil mj jf j _ kLnk fUif gLtjh f a kh fWJ nghdJ! j Kfnyna f a bgk mtshfjh Uf ntL. Mra... mtsJ jiuna kw Rf f_F j vnw miHfyhd. vyh jU jjh vW myhk j j kLnk j vW raij WikgL brhj bfhlhoa bfhLik j Kfnyna f rglJ ghUf. ra midtF bghJ vw bj raij brhj bfhlhL xbthUtU Phd Kf f R egfjh. gojh kjfS fl Kf f R fhaij fd fjkhf brJ Kojd.

v fl, j fl vW v tHl vW jhkhdt jJ ngh ghLth. nahf. fl vd v fl..? c fl..? cik ehjh flSF brhjkhdtf. mgo Uf mahikah flis eKilajhf brhj bfhlhLnwh. vjid bga iH J.

xU kfhuh#h jik Mtf tj f tajhd Jw xUtiu miHJ ngh jkF brhjkhd ta tu, njhfis bgUikl fho "ts vDilaJ Rth" vwh. beia RUagona Jw nflh. "iyna mgh... nj yij vDilaJ vW xUt brhdhnd mgh" vwh. "vt mt... vnghJ brhdh?" vW dh mur. "xU IgJ tUlF K..." vwh Jw. "mJ v jhjh jh... IgJ tUlfshf ehf j yij ahUF wnj iy" vwh mur.

"xU UgJ tUlfSF K ntbwhUt J v y vwhnuagh" vW Gjh Jw. "mt v mghthf UF" vwh mur. "y vDilaJ... vDilaJ vW vl fhoa c jhjh mgh nghJ vnf Uwhf?" vwh Jw. mnj taYF ilna bjj U mHfhd klgfis fho "mnjh... mj klgfSF nHjh mtfis ijJ itUnwh" vwh mur. Htnuh o o vW f bjhldh. "vd.... V f?" vW gjdh mur. clnd Jw "y tfSF brhjkh? myJ tf yF brhjkh? nahJ gh. J v y vw UtU nghJ yF brhjkh lhf. nghJ mtf iy. Mdh mtf y kL mgona UwJ. nghJ ij vDilaJ vwh . ehis  j yF ijfgLth. mj  c kf tJ J vDilaJ vgh. j nfhkhjdij idnj...  tJlJ" vwh. ntuw ku ngh Jw fh Gjh mur. "eh jh j f bga ugrF brhjnk xa... ekF brhjkhdJ vW F vJnk iy. mJ uju... eh jfhf" vwh Jw. IJ jf xwhd kiz vgo jDilaJ vW khah mffhujh kj fUJwhndh mgona IJ jfS xwhd gubghUis mffhujh, v fl c fl vW kj fU FHg iswh.

eh gukhkh cilik vWzjny Phd. Mdh gukhkh vDila cilik vw mffhu myJ mahikjh cy cs rfy kjthf ngY vGY btgLwJ. Jjh khia ntiy vd idnw. fljh eik fhghWwh vw g rkgzK  "M... e kjij eh fhghw ntL... e flis eh fhghw ntL" vw bt Trjh kjjik vw mahik cybfF gulJ.

Mkhnt gukhkh xU J... khia, mffhu jid gukhkhUJ ntwhd xwhf ka Mkh JgK JauKEfwJ. Jjh thif. Mkhnt gukhkh vw a bgUPhd czjtf jf bjtjikia btgLJwhf. jfis mjdhjh fl vnw mwhf. iwt FHij, njtFkhu, bjthr cst vW JJ btgLJwhf. Mrfu, UPhdrgj tf jfis iwt is vW rnjfl bjgLd. ehK iwt isf jh... Mdh mij btgLJ x khia eik tisJ nghL iw itUwJ.

gukhkh xU J xna eh vw a bgUPhdijna cy gy ghff gy Phf btgL Uwd. Mdh "MAh... cidna  fl vwhah? cdF vts Mzt" vW kjthf mtfis glhjghLgL ld. jidna fl vgJ cik Mzt xj iy - jDila eh vw Mztij gukhkh eh izjtf cik Mztij ltf. Mdh cyf vts kljdkhdJ ghUf... mtfis Mzt ftf vW FH ngh jhFwJ.

j kj fl y, Knrh kh fLikahdt. xbthUtiu vnghJ cW ftJ bfhL (FFnghJ, aif fl MW nghJ Tl) mtid jogjF jahuhf Uwh. j fl ntW flis ahuhtJ Flh jhf khlhuh. eh bghwhikfhu vW mtnu thF_y bfhLgjhf mtf kiw  csJ. jlid jUgt, jDa ngQgt vW flis mj mtf k flis v jij vW jid njtFkhu vW naR mjnghJ jf bghWf Koahjtf Mdhf. mtiu Yit miwJ utij brjhf. ah vyh fSnk jfis njt is vW jhnd mjhf. mJjhnd cik. eh midtUnk fl isf jhnd...

nj MHkhd cikiajh VR mnf mjh. mtiu HF nkF jtwhfnt J bfhLlJ. sFnw. "eh njtFkhu" vW mj VR kwtf ahU njtFkhu iy vgjhf vnghjhtJ brhdhuh? Mdh nkF mtiu kLnk njtFkhu vW jtWjyhf J bfhL lJ.

xU ntoif fij cL. l r xUKiw lh gaz brjhuh. bghGJ nghtjfhf lh oiutl xU Lfij nghlhuh. "njh gh. eh xUtiu g FLnt. mt ah vW fLoJ brh. ftdkhf nf. mt v mgh is. Mdh mt v mzD iy... j iy... ah mt?" vwh. kyf kyf Kj oiutiu ghJ "mJ ehjh... cdF r vW brhy bjaiy" vW nf brjhuh.

oiutUF j Lfij oJ ngh j rf lh oiutfl nj Lfijia nghlh... "njh gh... mt v mgh is. Mdh mt v mzD iy... j iy... ah mt?" vwh. kwtfS bjahJ vwJ oiut Vfgl kl "mtjh r" vwh. t vnggl mrL ghUf. r brhd Lfij rahf Ujh "mJ ehjh" vwyth brh Ugh!

nj TJjh nf elJ lJ. "naR eh njtFkhu" vW xU t tFjJ nkF "xnAh eh njtFkhu" vW J bfhshk MAh mt kLnk njtFkhu vW s bfhL lJ. eh Kj Flij nghy cikia jf jFgo mj brJ bfhlhfns xa csJ csgo czu kWJ lhf.

eh jh flSF brhjnk xa flis e brhjkhFtJ iH... mjdhjh kj nkhjf cybfF fGwd. iwth... j mahikUJ mF... vfis L br. UUJ btrJF L br vw bghU bghj jkn[hkh n#h fka vw kfhthaij eh idl Unw.

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