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gfth uhkUZziu ghf tj kUJt xUt f flis fljhf brhYwhf. vdF f nf... nghnj... flis fhl Kokh? vW nflh. f xU kUJt jhnd... vid clnd nghnj xU kUJt Mf Kokh? vW $uhkUZz mtiu U nflh.

mbjgo Ko... eh gW goJ kUJt gl bgw IjhLf gW nj vG Kiwahf kUJt M Unw. fS mthnw gW nj vG bt bgwhjh kUJt Mf Ko vwh kUJt. mnj kh ehD gyhL rka f fW iwtid fhQ ngW bgnw. fS vDl y tUlf j j fia fwh fS iwtid fhz Ko vwh FUnjt.

kUJt, bgha it vgo fah wnjh mgona rka PhdK xUtif fjh. kUJt fwt nehfis, nehahfis ifahSwh. bgha gwt ffis fUfis t wh. mJkh rka Phd cilat vij ifahSwh? vij twh? X cik ahd rka Phd cst j thit rahf ifahSwh. g Jgfis, Rf Jffis btF neahf ifahSwh. rka PhF milahs , FFk, Uuhr, Js k khiy kLky. g Jgfis, Rf Jffis btF Rygkhf ifahS wnd cikahd kj jik MwJ.

j msnfhiy  oJ thit vilnghlh gyU rka jik cilat vw goa l bgw khlhf. nfhYF ngh RWtJ, g#idf gnfgJ, i# dfhu brtJ, cgahr nfgJ, $uhk b#a vGJtJ, ahf aPf brtJ it jh f bga rka jik milahsf vgjhf sgugLjgLwd.

Mdh tWF mgh vnghJ kahf UgJ, rhjkhf iwthf Mdjkhf jid itUgJ it jh cikahd rka jik vgnj v fUJ. rika M lJ... rhlyh vwJ, eyJ... gfth fUiz vW vGJ iffh my rhl cfhjJ MAh... rhj g GJ lwJ... rhl Koahnj vwJ, buhg eyJ... gfth fUiz vW ahuh mikahf efu Kownjh mtnu cikahd rkath. eljh eyJ... elfhlh buhg eyJ vW kd rkiy Hfhj Rf Jf thf nkyhik cilatnu gGj Mfth.

j Rf Jf thf fiyia czjtiuna ij juP vW ufld brwJ. mgh Mia bfho bfhLj nghJ, mkh jo gj nghJ u myj brjhkiuahf uhk Ujhnu mJjh cikahd rkajik.

kjf U njbjLgJ vnghJnk Rfijjh. Mdh vd Mra! mtfSF ilgJ vnghJnk Jfjh. vj kjD Jfij Utnj iy. Rfkhfnt Ufnt MirgLwh. Mdh mt Jfkhfnt Uwh. V go? bfhr Egkhd ufa brh Lnw. Rfkhf Uf MirgLtjhjh mt Jfnk milwh. Mir vnghJ Jf jUtJ. Rfkhf Uf MirgLtJ X Mirjhnd. mjdhjh mJ Jf jUwJ. kj Rfij tuntf K thriy wjJ, mj fhW ntfnyna  thr wwJ. mj tahf Jf tJ cns cfhJ LwJ.

mbkfh xUt VG Kiw Ukz brJ bfhlh. xbthU Kiw jdF ilj frghd mDgtjh nfhL gona thfuJ bgWth. wF jh vghjgona xU bg ilJ lh vW UJ bfhLJ kWgo Ukz brth. bfhr fhy kWgo mnj ntjid... mnj Jau... nfhL... thfuJ... go VG Ukzf KoJ ld.

kWgo mt vlhtJ Ukz bra TL vW cw e idj nghJ mt f kh Ujh. Mragljf tif bj bgwtdhf ngdh. Jtiu eh kzK brJ bfhl VG bgf J vj jkhd jtW iy. vljh jtW UjJ. mtf go Uf ntL. mgo Uf ntL vW ehjh vghng... Mdh mtf? mtf Uggonajh Ujhf. v vghgo khlyh vW nghuhLnt. vJ khwhJ. eh njoa M t iy vW cjLnt. L bdhUl v vghig tsJ bfhnt. xbthU Kiw mtf mtfshfnt Ujhf. xbthU Kiw vghig tsJ bfhnl nghdJ vDila iHayth... vdnt L go xU jtW bra khnl vW Ukz idigna Llh.

mbkfDF urid go vwh aDF bfhr ahr. Mdh Jf UtUF bghJ. a mofo
kidia khWtiy. gyhf mghl X vgh, kfl, kfl xUtif vgh, rnfhju rnfhjfl xUtif vgh, khkdh, ikJdl X vgh vW xbthUtlUJ jdF Rf ilF vW theh KGtJ vghwh. Mdh mtf mtfshfnt Uwhf. clnd RfF g Jf milwh. v nf Jjh... V tf wlUJ ekF Rfkhd mDgt ilF vW vghwhf? trh kiHia vghF nghJ, thd fhiw mD gfis nkY ehrgLJtJngh xbthUtU wl Rf bgw idwhf. Mdh Jf bgW y whf.

rahd rikafhu ilJlh, bghWghd ntiyah ilJlh, J bfhS kid ilJ lh, brhdij nfF isf ilJlh... vW wiu jf Rf nfufshf fUJwd. w mgo yhj gr tfsJ fdf, behW nghLwd. Rf nrhfkh LwJ. g Jgkh LwJ. kwt _y Rf ilfhjnghJ eh f bga jtW brnwh. wlUJ Rf ilfhJ vw cikia J bfhtiy. khwhf kwt _y ekF Jf iljJ vW iHahf bkh kh brhYnwh. J ukhlkhd bgh. w _y ekF Rf ilf KoahjnghJ Jf kL vgo ilf Ko? Rfnkh Jfnkh wlUJ ekF ilwJ vgJ uik... fgid... eh bjhlJ jtWfshfnt brnwh. jtWfis jtWf vW czu, x bfhs kWnwh. wlUJ eh Rfij vghgnj eik Jf cilatdhf MFwJ vgij nahfnth Vfnth ekF rkj iy.

IgJ taJ ahdtfis ghJ nfnw. v J tUjglhf. IgJ tUlf thJ Of! cfSila vj eif ailjJ? wl mig ahf. iljjh? Rfij Uf. milfsh? mikia Uf... tjjh? Mdj Mir wjJ... xU JahtJ cfis tjiljjh? Vfgl eiffSl IgJ tUl Xo bfhL Ufns! cf uju jF l t vgljh? iyna! mj D mnj Mirf... mnj njLjf... mnj gugu... mnj kljd... xU fzkhtJ v Mirf mjkw Juhirfsh? thif aF yfhditah? ilf Toatiw Ughk eh jtw Lnldh vW W nahj Jlh? mgo nahUjh f rhf.

xbthU Kiw Rfij iy ng Jfij th tUnwh vwh... J vjid nkhrkhd ahghu? Jf ekF vjdh VgLwJ vW vnghjhtJ Mw mku cfhJ nahrid brjJ clh? brahjtf nghJ brnthnk!

mjkw zhd eiffns Jf Kj fhuz. mjhtJ xU bghGJ a ilant Koahj Ugf. xU d cjhuz. vgJ taJ ua cyf f bgw ghlf xUt nghJ v clY, FuY ewhfnt UwJ. UJ vid V ahU ghl miHgiy vW vdF tUjkhf UwJ vW ngo jUjh. vnghJ f c t kLnk Uf ntL kw vtU Uf TlhJ vgJjh mj cbghU. J rhakh? rah? nahf ntlhkh? tUF  ghl tj xbthUt f bgW nghJ tuJ j Jf bjhlwJ... tswJ... tiu tijwJ.

Jf ulhtJ fhuz xbthU tU kwt _y jfSF Rf ilF vW vghgJ. Xnh brhYth... kzUJ vbz vLf U Koahk nghtJ nghw bra J. fhuz Rf j UJ wgJ. kwt _y my. Rf jdF wF xU thr. wUF mj thrYF rgjnk iy. Jfnkh Rfnkh mJ ta rhjJ.

D bfhr sFnw. wlUJ Rfnkh Jfnkh ekF ilf thiy vgnj aif a. ij W xbthU Kiw Jfgl nto UF vgJ Kakhd bdhU aif a. aif aia Wf... JfgLf..  wiu V il EiHf?

X cjhuz brhYnw. vj bghUis jid neh GgJ  aif Fz.  < r vW mj aif aF bga. j  < r Ugjhjh ekh  f KowJ. elf KowJ. vdnt mju vJ f Koahjgo  jid neh GJ bfhwJ.

j ago, ku V bfhoUw xUt nH GJ lh mtDF kil cilwJ. vY behWFwJ. go VgL fZlF nah, kunkh vgo bghWghF! ftdkhf Vw ntoaJ VWwt bghW. vdnt GJ moglh, Gjtnd bghW. F  vj bghW iy. < r vw aif a kLnk mj iy. cf fh, ifia cilgJ xW mj Ug iy. nkUJ xUt GjhY Hh lhY  < rnahLjh UF. a bragLwJ. mjF vuhf eh bragL nghJ Jf VgLwJ. Jg tUwJ. aia mDrJ brwh Rf ilwJ.

thif aF vuhf Ugt Jfij, mDruizahf Ugt Rfij bgWwh. vdnt ekF Jf neU nghbjyh eh aUJ y nghUnwh vgJjh bghU. xUt X miwia L btnaw ntL vwh fjf tahf btnaw Ko vgJ a. Rtfis KLtjh vj gaD iy. Mdh eh btnaw Unwh. Mdh Rt kh Rt Ko bfhnl Unwh. Jf... kh Jf... bjhlfijahf SwJ. vdnt aif afSF vuhd braf vnghJ Jfijna is wd. f nahf... bdhU kjdh Jf tUwJ vW f brhtij kWf tj eh cjhuzkhf , ku, Rt vW #l bghUfshf brhYnwnd vW nahf. byd jtW... gilahj kj btW #l bghUjhnd... aif af ifjhnd?

r... _whtJ fhuz brhnw. mffhu. xbthU kjDF eh ah vW mw mjuf g foghf UF. mJjh PhdkhwJ. Mdh eh ah? vW m gia ilnyna WL kwtUF eh ah vW mF gia eh bjhl Lnwh. mJ mPhdkhwJ. mJ eik uju Jf jSwJ.

ekJ r_f W gsgsF gy jiytf ngir ftf. eh ah bjkh? vW mtnghJ rth Lwhf. Kdh gjf Tl j KWf K whf. eh ah vgij jh czuhk wUF czJtnyna tfsJ fhy fwJ.  bt bgwhY, njh cwhY tfF Jfnk RwJ. wiul f mila iHnwh. mLj Lfhuid l mf caukhd L fodh eh bga kjdh ljhf idnwh. irfhu nghy xbthU fhRF gugunwh. Mdh eik bga gzfhudhf w x bfhs glhjghL gLnwh. jF e d FHijf ehfh nj W bfhL mgh eh cid l bgatdh nl vW mgjF mf ahr iy. eik cathf, bgatdhf fhl vd ghLgL nwh. xU kfhDfhd jF el iy. Mdh w eik kfhdhf, mjf iwjtuhf kf ntL vW id nwh.  vnghJ ntjidjh. njngh bt bga gzfhufshf magL wtf cns jfis guk jufshf czUwhf. j mtkhdjh jh kdghikah jLkhWwhf. bengha j W fhy jh d, ju vW czJ Jfglh. mby[hlU mgojh. gy murf, ujkf, #dh gf, rthfhf fij njjh.

cS wK khWgl xbthU rjg Y Jf xUtid tijbjLwJ. jid kwtUF ufldgLJ Kafis L L, jh jid czU Ka kLnk JfUJ xUtid F tik cilaJ. vdnt Rfnkh, Jfnkh ekJ thf UwJ. mgoahdh ruzhf brjtf nahf nBkij gfthnd tgjhf ij brhYwnj vW mtru mtrukhf nknfh fhlhf. ruzhf vW f xgil jh mj wF mt ghJ bfhth. mtdhf cfis bfhisaoJ fhf H itJ tnkt khjh vW ruzhf brJ bfhtJ ewhfth UF? cfis gfthl xgilf ntL vw Koit, mffhu kWig fjhnd vLf ntL.

gygy tUlfshf ij ghuhaz brgtf, Xo Xo rrff gnfgtf xU J jf th khwiy vwh, vnghJ ftiylD fUlD fhy fjh j rka fdh vd ga? vJ cf Jfij KY fiynah, Rf Jffis flJ nghF Jit juiynah mJ X cikahd rka fahf Uf KoahJ. jdhjhnd gy fW gy nfL gabdhW iyao vf KJkhakh vW ghlhny miwwh ghuah. ijna fW myhj _lUF eh v brnt? vW ghLwh jhkhdt.

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