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6-3-2008
kAh tuh

tuh vwJnk idF tU jy $iry. mnf a jf Vuhskhf UjhY ghjhsfif uho kfh#&diu jgJ buhg nr. $iry tlHF ir 1500 mo wf XLw UZzh ejh ghjhs fif vdgLwJ.

beUUJ njhwkJ <tu mU ghgnj nfhgt MF. nfhgt fhy dK mfhiy 3.30 k Kj 4.30 ktiu cs fhykhF. J a nfh gt. unahj, rJj rw ntis grnfhgt. ij grhf khj tuh vW F oUg. kAhtuh _wh #hk tU nfhgt.

tbgUkh IJ Kff HF neha Kf jU vdgL. J btik wK rhj FzK bfhljhf UF. uh#gjia UwtfS mZl Itafis ehLgtfS j VfKf fij Muh f ntL.

J Mya bjnkF ir  (U) mikt jh ij U f vg. U thfd kj. mjdh U fij tgLnth murDF rkkhd mjij bgWt. Utzhkiy mUzhrnytu nfh bga ehaf rdF bj U _iyYs VfKff mjifa rthjjhF.

tf ghzgF HF, bjF, tlF Ma _W wfY Kf bfhlJ  _f. gilj, fhj, mj Ma Kbjhiy bfhl K_fS jD mla fJ. H cs Kf jU, bj csKf mnfhu _. tl UgJ thknjt. HF Kf Mikl dif tjh, tl YsJ bgrhaYl kjfhr bfhl jhf, bjYsKf d ghitlD mikUF.

bjdhfhL khtl otdF mUYs Utfiu vD jyYs ru bkstu Mya fUtiw cst U_ nftu. tiu nrhkthu njhW _W js tfsh mrid brjh mstw brtfis milayh vwJ jy uhz.

<nuhL efYs kkhtu Mya UF Jthjr n#hf rd agnftufij jfyh. mjzf _W ntjfis t K Xdh XjitjtUF Ita bfhF. j jJtiua fF Uuhr khiy mJ thrid brjh idjJ elF.

neghsYs gRg ehj nfh rJKf fij jfyh. HYs Kf jU; bj csJ mnfhu_. nk fhzgL Kf rnah#hj; tlYs Kf thknjt. F f Kff kh tiu U fufSl mik Jsd. xU fu #gkhiy, kbwhU fu mj fyrK csd. F rJ Kffis ehF ntjfis X m whf. j nfh akgo ehF gffY ehF thrf mikUwd. ij rU rtnjh guhya vwiHwd.

Gu khtlYs Utif unltu nfhYs (Mya ijJ lJ) rJ Kff bjnkF _iy WtgoUwJ. Kiwgo Muhjh gdhW ngWfS mUS _ t. Utzhkiy, Uthidfht Ma jyfY rJKf ffis fhzyh. nfbayh xUw thY, _W w #dfS mikfgoUwd. fh uYs frngr Mya eluh# rdiabaho rJKf fntu rd UwJ. tuJ ehF KffUJ ehF ntjfS btgljh tiu ntjnftu vW FLwd. tiu ehF Kf Uuhr khiy mJ thrid brJ ehF F fG go thjt cL vwJ fhuhz.

$fhsA nfhYF mUnfs kiyrhuYs klg nkgF xU ehF Kf f csJ. ij ukf vd miHJ tgLwd. ehF KffSF nkyhf tlkhf cs tGtGghd cgFia IjhtJ Kfkhf fU tgLt.

nt khtlYs u khf rfhnatu Mya bt uhfhu UF xU rd ehF irf ehF KffnshL cs f xU nr. HF Ys Kf J IjhtJ Kfij bfhljhf mikj xU f fhzgLwJ. thfk Tago gr Kff J. ifyha IJ #lhghu fUJ IJ fiff bgh ttjhf tufa ciuwJ. itna gr fiff vdgLwd. IJ KffU J Mfkf njhajh jidna thfk f vW FLwd.

j grKf fij grfa, grhj Matwh mnf brJ, Uuhr khiy mJ grhru b#J tjhY, bfhiw, Jig kyfshY mJ, IJj gHf, mdf ntjh cy ca gj milayh vwJ uhz.

Ubeth mwJiw vw nBu Ys thya nkF uhfhuYs thfkf, ghz gF 28 tf fis bfhLsJ. tiu Kiwgo Muh jh f nff  milayh. J f mtkhdJ.

jD W ffis bfhlJ rjUuf. fhu, jgu, Ubth  Ma gf mZnlhufij jfyh (108)

mZl rfu f (1008) fhsA, Uthidfht nghw jyf fhzgLwd. xU jlit mjh 1008 Kiw mj gy bgwyh.

1008 mlfYs kfhffis Fgjh jF mlf vw bgaU cL. tbgUkhlUJ btgl xU nfho cUuf ti# brjj milahskhf Ugnj nfhOtu fkhF.

jir khtlYs UtyRia mLj bfhil UF nfhOtu Mya tf ghzgF beUfkhf fKff (gyhgH nkYs Kfis ngh) mikJsd.

IjhtJ Kfkhd <rhd cUgh (eLgF). gof w bfhlt. thknjt t w; jU _ FFk w; rnah#hj btikahdt; mnfhu _ fW w. IJ Kf cs I_W fQs; IjndhilJ fujy jhDs; IJl IjhjKs e v beR FJ iwJ whnd!

vwh Uku U_y.

j kfhtuhaW j tf kikfis gojhny rh{a gj L vwJ fuhz.

11-3-2008
$ thuh# a
j d

bjF fehlf Fgh efUF mUYs A&fiu vw uhk uhkhrha-bfsgh jgaUF ikjuh mtjjt $k thuh#. t ..1480 Kj 1600 tiu thj kfh. tUF rahr iB mjt n[hnj klJ lhgahd $ th[ j. kd UZz njtuh a tuJ  Tikia bk urfhguz j vw glij tHUwh. kAhghujJF rUj yhguzh vw jiy ghZa vGa $ thuh# itFj tzdh vw fdl Y, Uk #a,  kfh nghw tlbkh ya jffS, Wfzfhd ghlfS, IgJ nyhffS gilJsh. Jw nfhy tuJ Utjd Aatjdh vgjhF.

j Mrhah Aat cgh[f. t Muhjid elJ nghJ, ntf itj fliy gU, bty, njfh JUt tiw fyJ xU mfykhd cau Fiwj ghu  itJ mij j jiy J itJ bfhL ahgh. $kehuhaz btis Fiu to tuJ wkhf tJ tuJ njhf fhiy itjgo cghuh. xUeh Tl thuh# mranjh U ghjnjh ilahjh! j ienta Aat go vdgLwJ. kdJF njha xU ghliy bka Fu ghL thuh# Fiu Fsgo rj wJ jij urhjkhf knthL rhLth.

tUila gy K gFia tnuhL thL njhw j RkJ tUkh. j vt fQF yglhJ. Mifah KgF mt jt tikah tUtjhf gyU mr Uwd. Ujhtd untr MF tiu thuh# Tlnt UjJ mj j. n[hnj kl juh# i# btFkirahf eil bgWwJ.

cL uj Ys n[hnj kl jiytuhf Ujt $ thuh#. juh# K uhjid brJ njfhia cUo lh nfhif iwntWgo mUat j kfh. W tuJ tuyhiw id TJ ahnghkhf!

14-3-2008
fhuilah neh

rathid kzhsdhf tJ bfhL Ujt mRtguh#h j rh. ehuj FHjh! mtdJ M D xU tUl jhnd UwJ! vwh. Mdh rh khdkhf Ujjh ntW t fhil U, rath bgnwh kdkH Ukz brjh. xU uj lhk i# brjh rh. khkdh, khah rnjhgLgo g ilf brjh.

ehuj Fl eh fztnuhL fhL F bry mDk bgwh ffu. ra th wF btL nghJ ka Gjh. ciu gftj ak jk uh#h g fQF bjjh. mtiu ekfjh. f Rkf gt vd Mtjh. gjh  ruij gwitfnsh, Uffnsh lhjgo itnfh iy, jiH fsh gu gLL, akjk  eljh. rhJakhf ng IJ tuf bgwh. ehfhtjhf nflJ is tu. lh nghJ bkW jkuh# tu bfhLJ lh.

U wj mt bga tuhk isia bgbwLf cgha bkhiw Tw ntL. f RkfahUghahf vw cf thJ bghFkh? vW rh jJ gia cJ bfhlh.

miwa d fho kh, gF TL neu mifia kd tJ kzh miljo ntjh r rh. mUj W ffis idljh fhuhk gW nehgil nrfgLwJ.

cUfhj btiz Xuil eh gilnj. xUfhY v fzt vid ahkUf ntQ vW brh bfhnl kfy kifa ruL fo bfhs ntL. ruo , krS foUf ntL. bghfYF tha kr Fiy Ys kr Hif tlkhf eW Jis nghL bfhsyh.

i# miw nfhyL a E thiH iy btiy, ghF, thiHgH, kr ruL, uL nehgil, btbz tiw itJ ienta bra ntL. _jRkf j iy mifF vd xU ruL Tl itJ bfhs ntL. _W eg Ujh ehF iynghl ntL. ehfhtJ iy (f ruL fo bfhl) Mltf rhlyh. mgh gl ruil m j , faUF, isa RkffSF ruL fo L wF jh ruL fo bfhs ntL. njia ekfj wF mil rhlyh. Ufhf cgil jo bfhsyh. neh bjhl aJ Kj mil rhL Ko tiu g va ntL.

ff, FHijf, cl ey Fa tf u va gyfhu, gh, gHf rhlyh. gF khj wF neu 8.42 k. fhiy 7.30 kUJ 8.42 kF ruL fo bfhs ntL. kWeh gRF bfhLf uL bty mil vLJ itf . nehF K rh ru gogJ nr.

thz mo itnfhiy nghL nkny jo milia ntfitf ntL. befUJ be  tiu mij fhgJ itnfh. rath clUJ c j  itnfhiy nghL _o beiy fhjJ ngh j ruij fhU vW brh nghdh rh.

j jh neh vjidnah mj f! j ujij gagnahL mDZogjh g M TL. j jga izt. faUF ey gjh ilgh.