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8-11-2007 ght
tuhf thF, khnjF jtdhf wjt eufhRu. jt brJ jhiaa ntW vtuhY jdF kuz tuTlhbjW tu bgUjh. khnj mrkhf wjt raghkh. mtSF khiylt Ukh mtjhukhf wj UZz. eufhRu bfhLik jhfhk u njtf rh fzl Kiwlh. ghkh njnuhl, KFj uhn#hlu brW ghkhit KW eufid rAjh. mRu jh koj ehis Hhthf bfhlhLgo ntodh. $UZz gukhkh mgona tukjh. btnahL jiyefUF EiHj bjt jgaiu #dfS, eufhRu kf gfjjD thz ntoifl tuntwd. LF L g myfhu {tjJ. gfjj bjt jgaUF jhilf, Mguzf, gRf bfhLJ, UjJ bfsujh. euf mgfj tUz kiH bgh Filia, nkU bgh fuij , njtkhjh m mKj jJ Flyfis mtutl nrj UZz, mRu, iw itUj 16100 kifaiu L mtf Uggo jjna Ukz KoJ MSbfhU kfit bfhLjh. eufhRu id ehshd ghtia W rnjhkhf bfhlho dh ekF eikf njotU. cwh cwdiu rJ fis gkh bfhtjh cw e gygL.
9-11-2007 y Fngu i#
	Ughfliy, mj bgw njtfS, mRufS filjd. mUJ njha t kfhy. jt mj fyrnjhL btglJ mRuf mij gJ bfhL Xod. kAhZQ nkh mtjhu bkLJ mRufis ka njtfSF mj gkha rhJaij Ukf ujh. ULjdkh Na rufSF eLnt mkJ mKj gUa uhFit fL oj $ A fuoiana Mjkh mtid joj u mtis af itjJ. mtU F jid kzf Ug Uwjh vwa kiwJ Xodh. $kehuhaz mtis bjhlJ XoanghJ mtf ghjjo v brof fr vbz fjJ. ML njhW mj eh, mnj ehyh #hk vbz thr brtjhf thfjh miykf. (mj neu vbz njJ Fgjh y flhB bgUF) Ukh ghjYs fif mnj neu rfy eY ciwUwh. mjdh jh ghtaW ffh ehd Mwh? vW rhnwh. Lf xU kizgyif nfhyL jhilf FFk jl mL Ughf. oa fhiy bgatf vGJ gnkWt. , jf eif, bt gz, gHf, nya tiw bjt K itUg. t fjh Ita mfF vgJ tt tj eif. W _jtfis tz M bgwh M TL. jiy _j bgo ijy itjh Mnuhakh thHyh. cwdf, egf y brY nghJ mtfsJ cgrhujh muz Vgl TlhbjW  nya bfhLghf. tleho j eh y-Fngu i#ahf bfhlhlgLwJ. jf, bt fhRfsh yia, Fnguid mwhf. eif filf a bt, jf jhkiufS fgLwd. i# Koj til, ghar ntgJ eyJ. W JfzF vGJthf. Fngu rf -gJk t mfh. mtiu tgLtjh fl U. Fngu nyhf. X $ aB uh#ha Fnguha itutzhaI jd jhahgjna jdjha [UnkI nj jhga jhga thAhII bghU: aBuh#nd! Fngund! ut und! brtf mgna! v mtakhd njitfis iwnt bfhs nghJkhd Itaij vdF mUthahf. Jnt Fnguid ahd br ku.

9-11-2007
nfjhu bfs uj

at, ghat UtU murFkhf. gifaur O gilbaLgh guhahdh jij. fif stuf uhl brw nghJ nfjhubfs neh mDZoF njtkifaiu ghJ mj uj g rhjd. mtfS uj mDZoF Kiwia T ckhnjah j ujUJ <tu thkghf l bgwh. mZl Itafis mF neh J vW T 21 iHf bfhl ruil uh#Fkhf tyfuf fod.

mj gydh Utiu U murf kzJ bfhld. UtUF FHijf wjd. khkdhUfhf khisf gil el brW vfis mJ ehil L bfhLjd. isat ghat ehsil ftjh ujij iflh. giHa fiw mfkhUwbjW fH dh. mJ mtiu gj ngh GjJ. mt fzt neh thgL gLif Gjh. eho kiH iy. vF tWik, gr, UL, bfhiy vgjh #df ntW ehLF Fo bgajd.

murhfJF t brYJnth yhjjh f#hdh fhahW. _jt jifF miu T L ujij filof brjh. jdh jkif eho kiH bghJ Rr bghaJ. kf ehL Ud. U neh Fzkh Mnuhakhdh. W j nehig g uijnahL mDZogtfSF rfy brsghafS L.

9-11-2007 $y ehuhaz thF bgUkh  bfhLj

Fgnfhz rhufgh nfh uh#nfhu 150 mo cauKsJ. mij foat y ehuhazth vw gj. t bgUkh iffanyna fhyij fJ lh. cwd vtU yhj mt guk gjkiljJ mtUfhd W rlFfis Cuh brJ ld.

MdhY MLnjhW ah  bfhLgJ vW rir brjd. ghg tUnkh vd xbthUF ga.

kWeh fhiy nfhiy wj mrf ifjh. rhufgh <u ntZo, kh jj YlD, if jigfSlD fhajh! mJKj Ig khj mkhthir aW gjDF bgUkh uhj elJwh! W mj d. moahf FHgij j, bjhl mF xnu sfkhf w MuhtKj t.

9-11-2007 $bkfl njt FUi#

Ubgzhfl irt ntshs ku mRj fsghs vw wurUF jtgadh cjt j tdoah. jhah bga kfshif. bgnwh Noa bga Rntj tdbgUkh. uL taJF bgnwh tgjkiljd. Ubtbz eYs khk fhnfa g tiu tsjh.

xU rka t  isaho bfhoUF nghJ rdFkhuU, gunrh KtU mfaiu fhz tht brW bfhoUjd. Wt J khd HglJ khd W lJ. Phd UZo _y khd vjdh wJ vgij flj gunrhah w tjh. WtDF bkflh vw rh ehkL u if itJ MtJ Phndhgnjr brjh. FHij mtiu mFs bghyh isah K miHJ brW jJ bj bgwJ.

mgnd! brw w ria; ia, nahf _iw Kojtdhnw  vd th brwh gunrhah.

bkflh tPhd nghjij 12 Nufshf, thf bkh bga btL, cjhuz brS mUat. tiu rhKj vW kf miHg. W tiu khdfkhf tz FUtU bgWnth.

15-11-2007 fj rZo

KUf bgUkh ckhnjahl nt bgW Nugk, fKf, busr gtjkh w jhUfhRu, ghDnfhg Kjyhd mRufis et nrdhgf jiyik, gil el brW rAj eh J. rrhu thif e vfshf UF fhk, Fnuhj, nyhg, nkhf, kj, khra Kjyhd MW giftfis mf R uk a mU nto MW ehf ujUnwh. j MW ehfS fj uhz ghuhaz brtJ eyJ. j uj rjhd ghaij mF. rZo uj Ujh mfig fUtU vgnj ngR tH ro Ujh mfig tU vwhlJ. j uj rg njhij nghF.

midJ t, Ff jyfY W NurAhu elF. busrkiy sfgl Ubr W elF Hh flfiu kz bjahjgo kf bts iwUF. MWKf bgUkh k thfd jrd fhzfnfho ntL.

FwhyF mUYs yF brwh MWKf bgUkhid gJ jiyfnshL jfyh.

ntyhj d jf nt Kidia  Fago mUS jy nfushYs bgUkid R uk a Mya.

KUf ifntyh Nu cl UTwh xW nrtyhf, kbwhW kyhf MdJ. nrtiy bfho U kiy () thfdkhf bfhlh KUf vW brhdhny ghg U.

16-11-2007 filKf

Ig khj KGtJ fhnt  ehd brgtfSF kW b#kiy vwJ Jyhuhz. W Jyhkhj W eh. filKf dkhd W fh uhodh KgJ ehfS Fj gy ilgnjhL nkhrK bgwyh. fif, J, nfhjht... nghw a ef j Jyhkhj fhnt oafhiy uho kwtf jfl l ghgij ngh bfhwd. mjdh mfhiy fh uhodh vyh efY Fj a ilF. W JfSF jgz brtJ rjf Mis tsF. trstf. jiyfhnt, th, uhku, nghru, $uf, Uthidfh, rjjhd, UitahW, Zghua, UrhfhL, UbtfhL, kyhLJiw, rhahtd, UFlij, UilkU, gftru Ma jyf tirahf uho jhd bfhLgJ mgjkhd aij bfhLF.

17-11-2007 Klt KGF

W fhif khjw. Na j rjhdkhd Jyh uhiaL Uf uh untwh. Jyhehd bra xU Klt fhntF wgLwh. eia beUFtjF Ig khj KoJ LwJ. filKf KoJlnj vd tUJwh. mnghJ mr mgnd! tUjhnj, e njtijf cdfhf W fh fyUghf. w uhL vbwhjJ. KltD Mir u mj e ehd brjh. mjdh iwa ehdJF Klt KGF vW bga. W fh Fj wF, jhy, kr, fUfk, tisa Matiw bgo RkffSF jhd brjh brsgha TL.

17-11-2007 $rgkiy ahiu bra khiya eh

fhif khj a dkhd W mfhuf o Na cyhtjh ijaK, jdif bgUF. mjdh Iag gjf rgkiy gazJF W khiyaJ bfhwhf. F#-Na nrif L fl, thf, fl u, rnfhjufSF eik elf,  bgUf cj. #hjf j U uffS
gydkhUjhY gh UfhJ.

24-11-2007 Utzhkiy g

Ujf m kiyahf, nujhf khf (t) kiyahf, Jthguf bghw kiyahf, ff fkiyahf Utzhkiy fh jUtjhf mUiz uhz ciuwJ. mzhkiyia kufjy vg. fl klJF nk 2668 mo cau j c mikJsJ. gu gjW Utzhkiy nfh  nfhu cwKs gdhWfh gjrd klg gr _f vGjUa wnf MyaY, kiy cY Vf fhy gnkwgL.

moKo fhzhj n#hah nfhgtuh tbgUkh njha dnk g Uehshf bfhlhlgLwJ. mUz vwh tj wKs beU. mry vwh kiy. mJnt mUzhrybkd bga bgwJ.

kiy c bga bfhgiu be, a btisJ, fu twh g VW whf. mW gjf beia fhif ahf brYJwhf.

xU fhif bgszW Mya miz jWthUj g vbzia xU v Fof tjJ. mjF bjahkny  lgL sF ufhrkhf vjJ. mj ajh mJ kW b#k kfhg rutahf wJ fHiljJ.

W RSJ V khtnah kht vW Wtf nfhyhfykhf Ttij uhkf ghfyh.

tbgUkh ufis ggkha eh fhif khj bgsz. mUzhry tj ckhnjah gtsF gzrhiy mikJ jtUJ fhif khj bgsz unjh fhy mj ehtahdh.

brhf vgJ ifyha ehj xU ehk. mg vwh cyff jij. brhfgid fhzyh vgJ tkha jijia n#h to jfyh vgjhF.

ukh ahf ela nghJ rut mlij L mfwjh mj l U NjJ. kfhZQ n#h toth nt iwtila cjdh. jdh $k ehuhaz sbfh bgUkh vwiHfgLwh. Ukh n#h to fh gufhr Mya nrit rhwh. Jnt ZQ gkhf bfhlhlgLwJ.

fjid MW fhif bgfS tsjjh Fku Mya fhif g Ueh nr.

be, ebybz, Ybgvz _ Y snfWtJ ghgfis mgnjhL brtij bfhLF. jiyKoah s bfj fzy ehadhUF W wj d.

vbz yhjjh j fGij mWJ, cuij C snfat fa ehadh. jir fhnt kjhiu iy gnk tgLwhf.

ehuj kf guL MLf Uif ujUJ ca iyia miljh. rF, gujD fhif nehig filoJ mur gjia miljd. W j tuyhiw gogJ yf gnk tgLtJ ey thifia jU.

21-11-2007 iff Vfhj

knAukiyF mUnf u e UwJ. mnf cs jhukJF btFJu wgo xU A# $Aia d ghLth. fhif khj tsiw VfhjaW C rjo mla u ghl tjh. mra xU uk uhB mtid f tjJ. mt uk uhBn[! eh dK Ukhiy ghLtJ tHf. W mjF mDk bfhL. ghoL tJ Lnw vW ntodh.

 U tUth vW vgo etJ? vW nflJ ukuhB eh brhd thF jtdh foa kidia ifl ghgij, tnahfkilj bgnwhiu uhjutuh l ghgij, FHijfis ngzhj ghgij, e xgilj bghUis nkhr brj ghgij brjtdhnt vwh mj kj.

uk uhB mtid LlJ. mtD iffuhf gujhk fahz Fzfis ghoL U tjh. t xUt rahd KlhshUwhna! ahuhtJ akid njo nghthfsh? XoL vwh.

ra jtWtij l ciu LtJ wjJ vW TL uk uhBl brW jid czth bfhSgo ntodh.

c thF jtwhikia fL Mdj Knw. W xU @#hk A ehk rjd aij jhd bfhL. mJ nghJ vwJ uk uhB.

mgona ghlf jj bra, ukuhB xU njtdhf khaJ. and! v bga nrhk rkh. eh rhuKiw jt xU ahf elnd. mJ ailK v M KojJ. mjdh jh ukuhB[h miya nejJ. iff VfhjaW ujUJ Aehk rjd brj aij  vdfjjh eh jdhnd.  vW mj njt mtid th brhf brwh.

j Vfhj mjid kik thjJ. W ij gognj bgU a.

21-11-2007 ahPta b#a

fbsyh nrJ xU kfhehL eld. mjF flhakhf vnyhU tuntL vW khd nghld. ahPta FUthd itrghaduh TlJF nghf Koaiy! jdh Ktf mtiu rjd mj rhg bjhiya jt brgo cjulh jiyik FU. ahP taUF FU idia jhnd f ntLbkW Mir.

ij FUl bjjh. itrghad, iwa goJ nlh vw brUfh!  v khztdhUf jFawt. vl fwij U bfhL vwh fhlkhf. itrghad go ngRgtuy! mjF fhuz Ktf rhg!

FUlUJ fw ntjfis fdh ahPta. wF jt brJ Nal UJ a#& ntjij fW bfhlh. W mj kfhPh wj d.

24-11-2007 FUehd b#a

yhT lh to vw  njhat. FUehd tuJ jij bga fhY. jh bga gjh. ehd tuJ rnfhj. bga ehd. ehdjhr kid bga fyfh. a kjij tnu jhjh. mJ ghg M brj fhy. xU mur bgU gilnahL Miw flf Koahk jJ bfhoUjh. l kjhdhnthL FUehd tJ bfhoUjh. mt ghjfis tz mtrukh efuJF nghf mU ntL vwh bfhwt. FUehd fhjjh xU glF brjh. mij M lh xbthUtuhf V mkUf vwh.

fhj gl gazgLtjhtJ! vW kd ifjh. Mdh vJ ngrhk xbthUtuh tirgL mDdh. glF xUt cfhjJ bdhUtUF l jJ bfhoUjJ. fil ntj mkjJ Xlfhu yhkny glF wgL fiu nrjJ.

FUehd foa bghnfh mUjru csJ. mtuJ cgnjrf mlanj ujh rhnA vdgL af j yhF. W kAh FUehd
b#a d.

-M..