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3-7-2007 $Rfuk b#a

1	t ntjahr Fkhu. ifyha xU rka ckh njah Kfzl w wgw cf thif ufaij vdF brhy Tlhjh? vW nflh. tbgUkh fis _oago mJg brhif  trjh ght cwl kiyF nH Uj bgh jhf wj  xW <tu brhtij c bfho nfL bfho UjJ. knfr brhy brhy mjF wFf Kisjd. ifyh[g c bfhLtJ  vgij czJ mij of Kawh. mJ gwJ brW ahrUila kid fg milfykhdJ. urf Koahk jjh ahr kid. mjdh $#ftuiu uhjh ahr. na! btna th! vdh cdF vj MgJ nelhJ vW gukt. thfjJ  KfnjhL Rf wjh. t ufaij vtlK btlhk ukkhf U. c #kdjW vid tgLwtf ntL jf gF vW tu jjh <r. Rfuk FU #df. Rfuk kWw fjh[. Rf nk nkhf bfhoUj uig mtuJ cw Kiw wJ fjh[iu kzjh. W Rfukia tgL K bgWnth.
	11-7-2007 Tk b#a
	aij, Mis juToa mjij mUj Ughfliy fila ntL. mJ njtfsh kLnk Mf Toa fhaky. mRufl eakhf ng mtfis nrJ bfhs ntL vW njntu DF Mnyhrid Tdh Ukh. mjgo njtf jiyik  u mRufl brW ghfl X fis nghL, kjukiyia kjh, v rnfhjudhd thRia fwh filnth. mj tU. gJngh vwh. mRuf jna To Mnyhjd. mj iljJ gJ bfhL Xo l KobtLjd. kukiy ghfl ehlglJ. thR fwhdh. kfhZQ mRuf th ofL vwh. mRuf nuhnjhL ehf ahUF thogtfsy. ehf thR u[& gf Ungh vwd fukhf. ijjhnd $A vghjh! kukiy mH bjhlaij czjh KFj. W Mik to fl, Fjt ehoF eho tsJ ukhl khd Tkkh kiyia KJfh bedh. thR ij cj nghJ tbgUkh mij mU fl Wdh. mj wF gh#hj, fhnknjD, cir ut, udf, tnwhL kfhy, mj fyrnjhL jtj njhd. thif urid eh mJ L nghJ _ lhk eik Tk ngh jh ogt $k ehuhaz. #atj vw Agj rhF ig fo rKu rglh. gujhk Mikah rhF igia jh fiu nrU wh. $gujhkid edh id Tnthkhf!

14-7-2007 Utq $u uhft bjg

nujhf U a vw mjz j kid l geh rh be bfhL xU nt eldh.

kAhZQ mjz nfhago xU uid mjh. rhaP gadh wjjh mtDF rhnAhu vd bgalh Ua.

ca gUt ntjfis fW jahiu brjh rhnAhu-rhua vdgL Utq vzw f jt brtJ fL bkjt, Ujj (Uja cs ghgfis ehr br) ghg eh j njtf uho brtij Phd fzh flh. mnfna Muk mikJ jlh.

m khit rikJ vbgUkhDF ntjd brJL mF L jhK rhLth. xUeh tiu nrhf uuhft bgUkh xU tnahfuh nfh elJ tjh.

g vW tj tnahfUF jh cz itUj m khf ghia bfhLjh rhnAhu. mlUj gia sL lnj vW Kat Tw j gF fia bfhLjh rhnAhu.

cl kaf bjhlUF clyth! vF gLfyh? vW tnahf nff rhnAhu j Foiy fho  y jfSilanj. F rafyh vW ml Tw, Kat cU tj bgUkh j Ra%g fho vd tu ntL! vW nff, nfna g bfhs vd uh jh Kt. mgona #f radkh HF neh g bfhoUwh uuhft.

ghgfis nghF Ujj ghg eh $u uhft W bjg ty tUtij fhz fnfho ntL.

17-7-2007 Mogoif

W jzhaz a fhy bjhlFwJ. njtnyhf u neu MuwJ. jhf Ukzkhd kzkfis bglh Mogoif fhf yJF miHJ UJ bfhLJ khis ia kL U mD Lt. Mo khj kif fUwh iu khj nfhil FHij wF. bfhSJ btyh f bg mtgl TlhJ vgij fU bfhL j tHf bjhW bjhL filofgL tUwJ. Moia mLJtU khjf kiH bgJ iyf ug ntL bkW ru o Na F ehis goifahf kf bfhlhLwhf.

23-7-2007 $guh# UeBu

fag KtUF, dijF wjt $guh#uhd fUl. fag xUrka u fhnkZoahf brjh. mjF njtfS, Kt fS rJf bfhL tjd. u xU bga bghur kuisia vLJ bfhL tht tjh. 60000 thyafS xU a rij vLJ

ukh khd[ uuhd UJkf  jtf. e fil u eLYs nfhL msnt cau cilatf. dK Naklyij ty tUgtf. kfhjgf. Kj eh kiH bgUjJ. xU khL Fs mGa l njUj  y

thyaf GJld. ij ghj u Vsdkhf jh.

whah?  mRgo ntbwhU uid cUthFnwh. gh vW rgj brjd thyaf dJl. Ua jf rgj iwntw ahf bra bjhld.

fagl brW jijna! vid f jh fhghw ntL vW ruziljh u. fag thyaf elJ ahfJF brW. j nt vjfhf eljgL wJ? vW nflh. elj ij Td thyaf.

nj#fns! nghJs u ukhth gj mkjglt. f J uid njhWjh mJ ehKfUF jUkrfl khfhjh? mjfhf cf nehf jtwhdJ vW mjky. f cUthF u gwitf jiy tdhfL vwh fag.

fagnu! j nt gaid jfSF mg nwh. jdh u brUF mlf ntL vW T ahf gaid fa gl bfhLjd. mt mij dijl mjh. fa gUF dijF fUldh f wjJ mj ahf gynd.

mj vLJ tUif undhL nghL njh fojt fUl. W bgUkh nfh brW $guh#uhd fUlid tzFtjh uK, bt ilF.

24-7-2007 Ulij $a fahz bgUkh Zg myfhu

	dK fahz brJ bfhtjh vW MragL fsh? Ulij bgUkh 360 ehS 360 faiu thf brJ bfhlh. rut efiu F Kt jt brJ brhf brwh.
	F  j, Rtf nghf U jt bra, ehuj mF tJ kzkhdhjh c vz <nlW vW T efiu jt brJ bfhoUj fl brW tSF ahuhtJ thif bfhLf vW nfL bfhlh. fhyt kf, F kfis fahz brJ bfhlh. kfhy mrkhf mtfSF 360 bgf wjd. gUtk ilj mtfis vj fiunaWtJ vW bgnwh z bfhoUif, rut e uhl tj y vf tuhA_ bga tuurh. thkfF (Ulij) thUf. mt mU th. rhkhaglt fsh 360 Fkhfis filnjw Kokh? vW T brwd. fhyt kf FLgJl thkfF tjh. fL jtadh. $A xU ukrh to njh jh j ahiu tjjhf bjjh. v bgf ahuhtJ xUtiu kzKoJ bfhs ntL vW fhyt ntl, j XUtuhf 360 ngiu fahz brJ bfhnw vwh gukhrh. Mgona fahz eljJ. fil eh midtU fhzRa cU vLJ 360 faiu XUnru mizJ my t ehahuh jdJ lJ gf itJ bfhlh bgUkh. (U) kfis (l)gf itJ bfhl (vij) bfhYUF jy Ul btijah fhy ngh kU UtlijahW. W mj afahz bgUkh Zg myfhuij fL jgJ e thif kfsfis bfhLF. j nBu bridUJ kfhgu brY rhiy nfhtsJF mLj Cuh mikUwJ.
	24-7-2007mHf nfh fUlnrit
	j jy kJiuF tlnf 12.l bjhiy csJ. j kiy fhisngh njhWtjh gh vw bgaU jF cL. ij Rs kiyf gRit nghUF. vkjUk uh# fhis to jt brJ tu bgw j l mt ntLnfhgo gh MW. jh jjgona Rjuuh#dhf midtUF fh bfhLFkhW mHfiu ntodh vk jUkuh#. mgona fh jj thF nrhk rj khdJl nfh mikf tf khF cju lh vk. gujhk zsj nghJ ukh j fkly uh mtuJ ghjkyg kfhZQ fhYs bghyUJ bjj nu nf ufif ahf XLwJ. mij bfhL jh crt _F mnf brwhf. ntW j #yjh crtUF mnf brjh, mij Vfhj bgUkh fWJ Lthuh. uL . l u Ys yghW uhnyna thF UkrdK elwJ. j thfdkhd fUl mtjj ehis bgUikgLj W mt J cyhtU $fsHfiu jJ fk idfis mf bfhnth.

25-7-2007 Fgnfhz $rhufgh gnuh[t fUlnrit

K_f bghWikilat ah vW nrhf wgl UF kf Ukh khcijf mjdh d bfhl Ukf nyhf brwh. UF KtU gujhkid cijj ght f kfhyia rhjgLj miykfnsjdF jahf wf ntL vW nto UFlij jy fL jtUjh.

vbgUkh $njia njo nyhf tjt xU  kiwJ tf, mF gR tJ ghbrha mt Ug gkhtia Ukz brJ bfhlh. gkht Kija mtjhuntjt. nfhAh kiwUj y njl ehuj $thr gkhtia thf KojijTw nfhgJl UkiyF tjh kfhy. MuhtKj kid wJF m FlijFtJ xU ghjhs Fif xJ bfhlh. j ghjhs thr rd fo UwJ.

miykfS gujhkid bjhlJ Fgnfhz tjh. vF njo rhufiu fhzhjjhbghwhkiu W FHijah jtUjh. UF Kt mFHijF nfhks t vWbgaL ml tsjh. rhf vw Yl kfu rfuhaW itf khdJl Fgnfhz twaMuhtKj nfhks t fu ganjhL UF Ktiu thdh.

150 mo cauKs Flij $rhufgh nfh uh# nfhuij foa y euk Rthvw gjUF cwd xUtU yhjjh, mt gukgj miljJ $rhufghna jgzbrjJ ngh _yjhd ifny jig, Lny <u ntZo, kh Ylfhajh.

_yjhdnk nj to mikJsJ. mnggl $rhufgh gnuh [t fUlnritia iwa d fhz fnfho ntL. Ukif Mth ujgjkhf UbtGTUif ghoaij W mDgJ kHyh.

26-7-2007 glu $ ly UHh Mhl Rj Vfhj

uZlhd vw Cny mjz Fy wjt Tkjh[. wnyna CdKw t CJ brwjh j ZQ gjUF bga fhuz bgauhW.

glu bgUikia nfL Mo khj VfhjF efnj glu bry khjh mt. eLt xU mDkh nfh. bt fisjt bky go Vdh. klg EiHjJ kaf Kwh.

_ir bjJ vGJ thia tzdh. mnghJ clbyF 12 ehkf jj xU Kat mtl tJ vnf gaz? vW nflh.

Tkjh[ j vz ij brhdJ mj Kat v bga ly. glu kiffil itU nw. ngR JizF  iljh! iwa gyruF iftr UwJ. vndhL th jhdkhf nghfyh vwh.

vyh gl ehj mU vW iwtDF e Tdh Tkjh[. mW khU nfh XbtLJ bfhL kWeh UtU sd.

Ka mjzuhd ly rikJ, Tk jh[Ul cL gfbyyh tel miHJ brwh. u gfth fijia ghLth Tkjh[.

jhrnu! j C bga tFsh. glu uL fhjjh. vdF bfhU ntiy UwJ vW brh khakh nghdh Ka mjz ly. kWeh Vfhj.

t nghw g#id nfhZoahl ehisF vdF jrd bfhLFgo ufl brhYf vW nfL bfhlh Tkjhr. g#id nfhZod kWeh fhiy rughfh e uho nfhYF brwJ gj nuhk ehknjtiu fld. wF gfthl Tk jhr ntL nfhis Td. gujhk j maj gjfshd PhndRtu ehknjtnuhL Tkjh[UF jrd ju wglh.

VfhjaW tFsh jrd bgw Tkjhr Ug go mnfna nfh bfhlh gl ehj.

W mUYs bgUkh nfh brW gft mU bgWnth.

j gukhd tuyhiw  onuo Vb# iunt bl Wtdjh bt Ls, ghLuf kik  goJ ga bgwyh.

29-7-2007 fh$tuj fUln[it; fn#u

	nja Jiz K_f jJ nt el bt fhz KoahJ vW njtnyhf thj eljJ. nyhf nBkJfhf mgobahU ahfij eh brJ fhLnw vW Ktjh ukh. ehuj jhahl ngh ij brhdh. rut njF ZQ, t UtU RkhUf jid fzt ukh mtkgjhf njhaJ. mjdh ukh ahfij jLJ Wj khjh. m to mRufis mDdh th. mj mia if gkhf V g ufhruh wh kfhZQ. jdh MuKw fiykf gafukhd ahidfis Vdh. vbgUkh euf %guh ahidfis btUnlhl brjh. vL iff bfhl gufhia mDdh ghu. Ukh ml a fujhuh fhia b#jh. C bts ngh bgU ahfia uh mizf vjjh fiy nj. mgo btskhf tj ntft MWF mizahf gLJlh. $kehuhaz. ehKf kd beJ gujhkid neh jt bra, Ukh m {thiy ahf fh bfhLJ ukh  nt Rgkhf Koa mU jh. bjyh elj l fagahd fhu. jyJ tujuh# bgUkh nfh crt tjd m jGf nghy {thiy r Toa fis ghuhjid x fhzyh! Mya a nfho khd rF, rfu, fjhghahf vbgUkh njh mghfij bgW bfhL nt gF bfhl midtUF nfl tufisbayh th tHajh tukg uh#dhdh. tujuh# tu bfhLf mnf athr bra ntLbkW njtf Ug, Iuhtj vw njtnyhf ahid kiytot bfhL gujh kid jh wJ. mjdh fhu F m vw bga VglJ. m vwh ahid.  vwh kiy. mjifa kik thj $tuj W tu bfhLf fUl thfd vGjUS wh. fn#uDF nkhr bfhLjt ekJ ghgfis ra Rj[djh nghFth.

29-7-2007 rfu nfh nfhkak jgR fh